Solitary Experiments - Advance Into Unknown (2003)

Something went wrong
I don't know why and how strong
It already has pulled me down onto the ground
Loss of control
I'm tumbling around
I don't know really what happened to me

And as I opened my eyes (it's like a miracle)
Things became more clearer inside (first seems invisible)
The truth hurts more than misery (almost inconceivable)
But for a moment I felt free (and then familiarly)

I'm searching in vain
For responses I've lost
In earlier times when I still knew whom I could trust
The truth before eyes
And the mirror in the hand
I place myself the question about the sense

And as I opened my eyes (it's like a miracle)
Things became more clearer inside (first seems invisible)
The truth hurts more than misery (almost inconceivable)
But for a moment I felt free (and then familiarly)

How many wonders we'll still see (nothing seems like before)
How long we'll be able to believe (there is always hope)
And how much time will pass us by (we are waiting for)
Until the moment if we die (together, forever)

You move in circles
Around a darken place
Locked up in a cage
Of frozen identity

Lost in deception
Of transferred memories
Disturbed perception
Real confused reality

Trapped in a nightmare
Waiting for release
Drowned in own despair
Longing for security

Still alive in distance
From the place of being,
Far beyond existence,
Captivated in a dream.

You're falling deeper into sleep
And nothing seems like it should be
The only thing that I can do
Is watching over you

Paralysed emotions
Sudden stroke of destiny
No one knows the answer
Who created our griefs

Falling in a black hole
Deeper into misery
Find yourself in emptiness
Nothing seems eternally

Finally forgotten
In the great beyond
All attempt seems futile
Everything goes wrong

Still alive in distance
From the place of being
Far beyond existence
Captivated in a dream

You're falling deeper into sleep
And nothing seems like it should be
The only thing that I can do
Is watching over you

Just another act of crime
Thousands of innocent lives had to die
The fear and the fright are spreading around
Now we are standing on a trembling ground

The silence clouded by a veil
Corrosive dust turns the day into night
The biting smoke just dims my eyes
There is nothing left to hide behind

We are the suffering of hell
Caused by a terrible overkill
We were touched by the darkness and will always to remind
To the crucial day as the humanity died

Flames of fire are rising high
Down-falling wreckage from the sky
These attack against our faith and trust
Earns deepest contempt and disgust

Reasons are not to be explained
I am so sorry and ashamed
It's in our nature to destroy
we may not do it justify

We are the suffering of hell
Caused by a terrible overkill
We were touched by the darkness and will always to remind
To the crucial day as the humanity died

My emotions are not strong enough to express what I feel,
And in my mind I wish I could to explain this never-ending fear
Lost in my thoughts, I walk around looking for the truth
Probably it was not in vain, because now I know I miss you

Do you feel the light in the sparkling sun, which shines down on you?
Do you remember the time, when we fell in love and everything meant new?
Do you feel the time, makes the world go around and nothing could stop it all?
Do you see the stripes, reflecting in the sky from the stars high above?

Slowly I lose my faith in hope 'cause nobody understand
That I only like to protect you from any circumstance
All my efforts remained without result to show you I repent
And I will promise to do everything that it takes a happy end

Time is moving faster than your thoughts
Of one moment to the other hand without cause
Unknown destination seems predetermined
You are seeking for an answer where it ends

It's just a simulation, all memories fade away
Trapped in repeating time loop, nothing will remain
This is a new consciousness, subjection of mankind
Keep your eternal secret, what's the essence of mind

Ignore all false promises they've made
Clean your soul from stupid minds try to awake
Running through an labyrinth of fear
It doesn't matter what you want or what you feel

It's just a simulation, all memories fade away
Trapped in repeating time loop, nothing will remain
This is a new consciousness, subjection of mankind
Keep your eternal secret, what's the essence of mind

I have found the reason
The reason for the pain
As long as nothing changes
We have to take the blame

I have found the answer
For what we are looking for
Why all these things are happen
Which we try to ignore

Secrets; what's the truth behind?
There's nothing we can really explain
I don't know, if we waste our time
To understand our real emotions
I believe in strange things like these
To find the hiding place of our stolen memories

"I want you. I've always wanted you. We all do. They're all here. Everyone who's died. Everyone who's responsible. It's your turn."

I have found a remedy, a means to heal the disease
To alleviate our injuries and to uncover all intrigues
It's an illusion; from there it seems no escape
The only possibility is to awake from our dreams

Secrets; what's the truth behind?
There's nothing we can really explain
I don't know, if we waste our time
To understand our real emotions
I believe in strange things like these
To find the hiding place of our stolen memories

Suddenly came from somewhere
A threatening storm of dreadful fear
This slowly rising became fast
More critical and dangerous

It filled the air with dust and dirt
And swallowed the light from the earth
The sky stands under burning fires
Spread the age of dark empires

See the tears in my eyes
Take a look to the skies
There's nothing to prevent
We are waiting for the end
Our world is dying
Mother earth is crying
There's nothing to prevent
We are waiting for the end

Devastated landscapes everywhere
Breathe contaminated air
Feel and taste the acid rain
Falling down, increasing pain

Last days of the whole mankind
Senseless race against the time
In a world without a chance
Where nothing still remains

Fragments of a broken time
Tells a story of decline
Nothing ventured, nothing gained
It is always just the same
When the clouds covered the sky
And you're tired of this life
Self compassion is the wrong way

If there's somewhere a last spark of hope
Change your opinion about things which you don't know
I wish it would be like in former times
When you filled the area with light
If there is a chance to recognize the blame
Try to imagine how you realize the aim
You can't ignore there's a truth behind
That followed us until the end of time

All things come to those who wait
Do your best and keep the faith
Pictures falling out of frame
Build the parts up once again
When the moonlight's shining bright
Whispers echoing in the night
You will see what is to be done

Slowly we are moving into darkness
Straight ahead towards the setting sun
On the road of our redemption
We are prepared to bringing out the guns

Most we are hiding in the shadows
Fading traces to protect our skin
No understanding for other opinions
'Cause we are living in a world of sin

Such a silent night
Where angels don't need to fear and to hide
Nothing can stop us we are guided by light
This place seems to be paradise

We are the hunted without mercy
Lost in aggression and despair
But this makes us only stronger
To resist all the hate and fear